Friday, November 20, 2009
It’s strange when one thinks it’s over;
Yet nobody thinks he’s a “goner”;
The sacrifices he made are real;
But everyone’s skeptical for real;
The way he carved those expressions;
Hiding the fear, loneliness and depression;
One may certainly find him freaky;
For he is very tricky;
For once he claimed things were normal;
Yet psychologically he’s oblivious that he’s abnormal;
I guess the world is perpetually doomed;
When people are deeply gloomed;
Yet the world seems fine;
When others generate a smile;
Hate is a powerful sequence;
But love has the ability to push it to a distance;
Hope becomes what we always want;
But contribution isn’t that fun;
Sometimes we feel that life is lame;
Yet never do we put ourselves to blame;
Who are you? Who am I?;
That’s a question popping out in everyone’s mind;
Never do we realize how great life is;
Everything’s gone that’s when we’ll miss;
Things will work out somehow;
Though you may wonder how;
You may laugh it out loud;
Unsure of the future no doubt;
But when you think it’s going to be right;
The art of uncertainty paradoxically proves to be on your side.
Yet nobody thinks he’s a “goner”;
The sacrifices he made are real;
But everyone’s skeptical for real;
The way he carved those expressions;
Hiding the fear, loneliness and depression;
One may certainly find him freaky;
For he is very tricky;
For once he claimed things were normal;
Yet psychologically he’s oblivious that he’s abnormal;
I guess the world is perpetually doomed;
When people are deeply gloomed;
Yet the world seems fine;
When others generate a smile;
Hate is a powerful sequence;
But love has the ability to push it to a distance;
Hope becomes what we always want;
But contribution isn’t that fun;
Sometimes we feel that life is lame;
Yet never do we put ourselves to blame;
Who are you? Who am I?;
That’s a question popping out in everyone’s mind;
Never do we realize how great life is;
Everything’s gone that’s when we’ll miss;
Things will work out somehow;
Though you may wonder how;
You may laugh it out loud;
Unsure of the future no doubt;
But when you think it’s going to be right;
The art of uncertainty paradoxically proves to be on your side.
spoke at : 11/20/2009 05:59:00 PM
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
This entry goes to my one and only elder sister, Nur Rafidah Bte Zainal. I am extremely proud of you. You work so hard for your English and Higher Malay Examination. It seems that your hardwork pays off given that you are able to do most of the question. Not to mention the respective essays. Hopefully, you'll get your desired result. Best wishes from me.
Regards
Zulkiffly Zainal
Regards
Zulkiffly Zainal
spoke at : 11/11/2009 09:48:00 AM
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Its obvious that I didnt update my blog. In fact, Im too lazy to do it actually. I have graduated from Yishun Junior College securing a reasonably average Alevel result which got me into NTU/NIE. Well, I want to be a teacher. A dedicated one. Now, Im serving my National Service for 6 months already. Time really flies fast indeed. Im like 16more months to my Operationally Ready Date (ORD). I went to Basic Military Training at Tekong then headed up to Basic Medic Course at Nee Soon Camp and here I am...somewhere in Clementi area at Maju Camp. Yes thats right! Im a full-pledged medic. Sadly to say, Im not adapting well here. Initially, its kinda pissed me off with the ignorance of the superiors and the hypocritical collegues. Fortunately, everything has been resolved. Superiors are better and so do the collegues. Problem now is that Im excused DUTY and that aggravated the situation. Most msdics here are unhappy to the extent of agitated by the drastic measure by someone of high authority.
Im perplexed. I dont think Im suitable being a medic. Im too afraid of people dying. Hello! Im supposed to help out rather than freaked out but its always the other way round. To be honest, I was shivering and both my hands and legs were trembling especially when handling emergency cases. Fortunately, measures are taken to help me out.
Nevermind. Im too lazy now. Haha. Update when I've time and more prepared. See you then.
Im perplexed. I dont think Im suitable being a medic. Im too afraid of people dying. Hello! Im supposed to help out rather than freaked out but its always the other way round. To be honest, I was shivering and both my hands and legs were trembling especially when handling emergency cases. Fortunately, measures are taken to help me out.
Nevermind. Im too lazy now. Haha. Update when I've time and more prepared. See you then.
spoke at : 11/05/2009 04:40:00 PM
Sunday, January 4, 2009
Here's just a few events that taken place during this week of my schedule. Had a wonderful time with my friends. So enjoy yahz!
spoke at : 1/04/2009 09:50:00 PM
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Today was my "off-day" from my hectic schedules. I was awaken by the nice ringtone called the Baby Dash by Cyclone featuring T-pain indicated that someone has message me. Guess who? Its none other than Jolene (can say my good friend). Erm..let me recalled wat she said. She asked me if Im interested to go for interview with her working as Toysrus year end stock sale helper. Kinda cool though the pay wasnt lucrative at all. $5/hr working from 830pm to 530am. I told her sure cause it has been a long time since I met her and hangout with my fellow friend.
Actually, today Im meeting the cool ones from the Youth Donor Club at 12noon at Raffles Place. But I told them I'll be meeting them for a dinner lorz since I agree to meet Jo and go for the interview. Haha. So its set. I meet Jo at Outram Mrt Station at 11am plus. Well,since its super near my house I delayed so much so that I was late. Sorry Jo about tat. Or maybe you are too used to it already huh. Jo dressed up very lady-like which is expected of her. Putting a simple yet casual or perhaps light make-up I guess, she looks natural.
Once we met up, we realised that we are extremely early for the interview. Yet, we try to find the way there like a blind person losing his walking stick. We went near the Singapore General Hospital which is actually very far from where we should be. Then, we asked the security for a help but he didnt help much. He just replied the building (if Im not wrong its Tong Aik something Building) is very far from where we are.
Then, we decided to detour or should I say U-turn. Since we are feeling exhausted and restless to some extent,we went to the nearby Burger King Restaurant for a lunch. Though I had my heavy breakfast and I mean it when I say heavy cause I ate bread with jam,2 chicken and a milo drink. Still, we ate and had a great time chatting. We chatted alot. After awhile,we think its the right time to make a move. So we walked and walked and walked. Finally, we made it to the right place. But, the problem is we went to the 14th floor of the building and was puzzled which place to go in. Then, Jo called and the sad news popped out. There is no more vacancy!!! Its full!!! Though its a bad news but I didnt think its tat bad cause I spent rather fruitful time enjoying myself chatting with Jo. Haha. Then, I went bome cause Jo had planned with Amy to go to Wei Chong's birthday. Well...Im not invited. Plus, I guess I have to admit that maybe I just merely a friend to Jo and Amy. Nothing more than that. Just a friend. Not gd or etc. Well,I can feel it. Still, being a friend of them Im still happy.
I slept at home. Lolx. I told myself not to sleep but cant take it anymore. My body just told me to do so. I slept till around 6plus when my alarm clock starts to ring. I need to get ready to meet the cool ones at Orchart Mrt this time. I reach there but all of them is already at Takashimaya. So embarrasing lehz. I worked at Orchard yet Im still not awared where Taka is located exactly. I need to make a call back home asking my deary sister for direction. She guided me till I got to the right place. Thanks Kak. We ate at Mac. We chatted again. Walow...Angshen!!! You not bad huh. Told me nothing happen at the camp yet I heard alot about you and Zen. Not bad indeed. Wat happen to the "church girl" you used to tell me about? No more affection? It was fun lahz basically. I met the sexy Sarah too. And Kwok Rong, LiPing, Allan, Suhaimi and I didnt get the another guy's name. Haha. Thanks guys. I was happy today. At least its a form of relaxation from my busy schedules.
Tats all. Tataz~
Actually, today Im meeting the cool ones from the Youth Donor Club at 12noon at Raffles Place. But I told them I'll be meeting them for a dinner lorz since I agree to meet Jo and go for the interview. Haha. So its set. I meet Jo at Outram Mrt Station at 11am plus. Well,since its super near my house I delayed so much so that I was late. Sorry Jo about tat. Or maybe you are too used to it already huh. Jo dressed up very lady-like which is expected of her. Putting a simple yet casual or perhaps light make-up I guess, she looks natural.
Once we met up, we realised that we are extremely early for the interview. Yet, we try to find the way there like a blind person losing his walking stick. We went near the Singapore General Hospital which is actually very far from where we should be. Then, we asked the security for a help but he didnt help much. He just replied the building (if Im not wrong its Tong Aik something Building) is very far from where we are.
Then, we decided to detour or should I say U-turn. Since we are feeling exhausted and restless to some extent,we went to the nearby Burger King Restaurant for a lunch. Though I had my heavy breakfast and I mean it when I say heavy cause I ate bread with jam,2 chicken and a milo drink. Still, we ate and had a great time chatting. We chatted alot. After awhile,we think its the right time to make a move. So we walked and walked and walked. Finally, we made it to the right place. But, the problem is we went to the 14th floor of the building and was puzzled which place to go in. Then, Jo called and the sad news popped out. There is no more vacancy!!! Its full!!! Though its a bad news but I didnt think its tat bad cause I spent rather fruitful time enjoying myself chatting with Jo. Haha. Then, I went bome cause Jo had planned with Amy to go to Wei Chong's birthday. Well...Im not invited. Plus, I guess I have to admit that maybe I just merely a friend to Jo and Amy. Nothing more than that. Just a friend. Not gd or etc. Well,I can feel it. Still, being a friend of them Im still happy.
I slept at home. Lolx. I told myself not to sleep but cant take it anymore. My body just told me to do so. I slept till around 6plus when my alarm clock starts to ring. I need to get ready to meet the cool ones at Orchart Mrt this time. I reach there but all of them is already at Takashimaya. So embarrasing lehz. I worked at Orchard yet Im still not awared where Taka is located exactly. I need to make a call back home asking my deary sister for direction. She guided me till I got to the right place. Thanks Kak. We ate at Mac. We chatted again. Walow...Angshen!!! You not bad huh. Told me nothing happen at the camp yet I heard alot about you and Zen. Not bad indeed. Wat happen to the "church girl" you used to tell me about? No more affection? It was fun lahz basically. I met the sexy Sarah too. And Kwok Rong, LiPing, Allan, Suhaimi and I didnt get the another guy's name. Haha. Thanks guys. I was happy today. At least its a form of relaxation from my busy schedules.
Tats all. Tataz~
spoke at : 12/30/2008 11:02:00 PM
Monday, November 24, 2008
Im extremely busy these days. Working at Grand Hyatt Hotel as a part-time waiter is indeed very tiring. I hate doing the set-up for any particular functions held there. Thats why I favour doing serving for Chinese Wedding at 5pm onwards. I usually ended my work at 1130pm and reached home around 1230 or so. Moreover, I work as a part-time tutor-teaching my fellow cousins and a new tutee which I get from SK Consultant. So, it is undoubtedly that my schedules is as tight as skinny jeans.
Im really really sorrrrry to my beloved friends who remember me especially when they want to have fun and joy. I appreciate that you guys wanna meet and go out with me but it clashes with my work. *%#@! But, I'll promise you (especially JieJi and Akhbar) that I'll book a day or two just for an outing with you okay?
Anyway, Im eager for the 5th December to come. But, I've huge problem here guys.
1st: the obvious idiotic one $$$. I bet my parents especially my mum wont wanna give me. I guess I need like $50 or so but my pay is on 7 December. Argh!!! How arh? Give me idea please... Lend it from you guys ad pay later? I dont know! Im confused!
2nd: Clothes. What clothes to wear? Casual formal? Erm..Im not very good at fashion and worried it destroyed the mood and everything.
3rd: Assuming all is fine and perfect and we can go. Im very worried that inside the place there'll be a fight or something bad happening. How? Im not a good fighter. Haha! Though there are bouncer but still the scary feeling cant be erased.
4th: I bet I'll be mad and wild that day. Really! I wanna give it a try though I try ops MUST NOT drink. Problem is I dont know it myself. Will there be any problem to go crazy?
5th: The timing to reach home. Actually there wont be any problem right for timing I guess cause it has already been planned at around 11plus we'll make our move. BUT...Im scared that I still "not satisfied" and wanna dance somemore. Oh no!!!
Okies lahz. That about it. I need to go Woodlands now and teach my cousin. See you around!
Im really really sorrrrry to my beloved friends who remember me especially when they want to have fun and joy. I appreciate that you guys wanna meet and go out with me but it clashes with my work. *%#@! But, I'll promise you (especially JieJi and Akhbar) that I'll book a day or two just for an outing with you okay?
Anyway, Im eager for the 5th December to come. But, I've huge problem here guys.
1st: the obvious idiotic one $$$. I bet my parents especially my mum wont wanna give me. I guess I need like $50 or so but my pay is on 7 December. Argh!!! How arh? Give me idea please... Lend it from you guys ad pay later? I dont know! Im confused!
2nd: Clothes. What clothes to wear? Casual formal? Erm..Im not very good at fashion and worried it destroyed the mood and everything.
3rd: Assuming all is fine and perfect and we can go. Im very worried that inside the place there'll be a fight or something bad happening. How? Im not a good fighter. Haha! Though there are bouncer but still the scary feeling cant be erased.
4th: I bet I'll be mad and wild that day. Really! I wanna give it a try though I try ops MUST NOT drink. Problem is I dont know it myself. Will there be any problem to go crazy?
5th: The timing to reach home. Actually there wont be any problem right for timing I guess cause it has already been planned at around 11plus we'll make our move. BUT...Im scared that I still "not satisfied" and wanna dance somemore. Oh no!!!
Okies lahz. That about it. I need to go Woodlands now and teach my cousin. See you around!
spoke at : 11/24/2008 11:41:00 AM
Monday, October 6, 2008
Nothing much to blog today. Just post pictures k.
I dont know why but I think my sis looks gorgeous here.
My house. Small yet comfortable to live in.
I dont know why but I think my sis looks gorgeous here.
The 3 of us. Siblings (elder/mature one) unite.
The kueh that we make ourselves.
Went out with Jo and Amy to vivo that time.
The males in my family.
My house. Small yet comfortable to live in.
Another viewpoint of my house.
One more view of my house.
My whole family taking picture together at Cik Esah's house.
We take again. Actually before we go out of our house.
Jo, Amy and I taking picture at vivo.
We took that time again outside some restaurant.
I like tis picture alot. My bro is soooo cute.
I end with tis picture. Selamat Hari Raya to all my muslim's friends. And if you wanna come my house, see my mood. Haha. Call me first.
spoke at : 10/06/2008 11:34:00 PM